a little bit of change.

Well...I have mixed feelings on a few things. :) First off, let me say that on our way to NC on Saturday I got a really sharp pain in my stomach. We got to the zoo, went to the bathroom before heading in, and SURPRISE... my "friend" was there for her monthly visit. A day EARLY. Weird... I hadn't even finished my Provera yet, but there it was! So I was happy that it came early, because I was expecting to have to wait another week like I did last month...but it was kinda crappy in the sense that we were getting ready to spend the whole day walking around in the hot sun! Oh well, we had a blast...and cramping was minimal.
I get to start my Clomid on Wednesday, which I am excited about. Also, I'm looking forward to using the fertility monitor. Hopefully both will do some good. We are praying (as always) that this will be our last round of Clomid for a while. BUT...we know that everything will happen according to God's will for our lives.
:) So I called my doctors office to speak to my nurse today. I always call on day one of my cycle (cept it was a weekend this time, so I had to wait till today) so she can schedule my sonogram and office visit...and don't forget labs.
We scheduled my appointment for 8:15am on the 28th of this month. She told me that she wasn't going to see me at this visit, and wished me the best. ???? I thought that she was going on vacation...NOPE...she is... RETIRING. :( How sad. I've been seeing her for almost two years now. She knows me...well, half way...and half of the time. But now I am going to have to break a whole new person in. How exciting. It's okay though, I'm sure whoever they hire will be good.... it just sucks that I am having to switch people. I am a creature of habit and I have enjoyed Nurse "S".
Ah, that reminds me. If you are reading this, and I have referred to you as a letter (like "A"), and that offends you...please let me know. I use this method so that complete strangers won't know who you are. <--- I had someone think that this revealed them to the world, which is actually what I was trying to prevent.
:) I just want to take a second and say that I am happy the drama is over. I'm done with it, and it feels good!!! The less stress, the better. Stress is SO not a good thing when trying to make a baby!!