Thursday, May 13, 2010

~Hopeful~

my current facebook status.... "I am hopeful"

...and i'm not just saying that. I am hopeful. I refuse to give up hope, I will not let Satan win on this one.

I know that God has a plan for our lives. I believe that He isn't done with us yet.

God truly is good, ALL THE TIME!

How can anyone disagree with that?

"...for I know the plans I have for you...plans to prosper you..."

I can't help that these words are constantly in my heart. I am thankful that they are. These are the words that get me through the day...days like today when I could have easily thrown in the towel. Days when I just don't want to go on.

i miss her.
i love her.
i want her back.
I accept that I can't have her back here with me, but it doesn't change the feelings that are threatening to take over me today.
.....today was not a good day.
... but I am praying that tomorrow will be better.
~ Happy six months in Heaven baby girl. Mommy and Daddy love you more than anyone could ever begin to imagine. Lilly, let Sweet Jesus hold you, till mom and dad can hold you... you just have Heaven before we do ~
*In loving memory of my beautiful & perfect baby girl, Lillian Joy Smith. Born still 11-13-10*

6 comments:

Trennia said...

(((HUGS)))

Em said...

Your attitude is amazing! I'm sorry it was a hard day. {{{hugs}}}

That corgi :) said...

with God all things are possible in his perfect timing and plan; and hopeful is always good to be with Him; he always knows what is best and like you said, he is always good indeed

betty

croleyc69 said...

Don't ever give up God has plans for you and Cliff.
{{HUGS}} and Prayers
Caroline

Lori said...

Bless your heart...our God is good...and faithful...and those who mourn will be comforted.

Sending you my love!

Holly said...

Wishing for lots of hope for you

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