short...but VERY sweet.

Just wanted to say thanks to everyone who has been praying for me, and concerning my upcoming surgery. :) Especially with the day drawing closer, and me getting more nervous. I mentioned in an earlier post that I was concerned that my insurance may not pay for my pre & post op appointments with Dr S.

My awesome hubby called and talked to my nurse yesterday, and found out not only will those appointments be covered with the surgery, I won't even have to pay my co pay for those visits! How awesome is that??

Thank you Lord, for answering my prayers...and for always taking care of me. Even when I'm a little bit
psycho.

Day 27 - the worst habit since your child's death.

Hm. I'm sure there are a lot of them. I think one of my worst "habits" since Lilly died, if that's what you want to call it, is staying up late. I was a night owl before - but always made sure I was in bed before 10 on week nights.

I'd stay up all night if I could physically handle it. I hate going to sleep - I'm always afraid that I am going to dream of November 13th, or Lilly...

Another thing that has gotten really bad since Lilly was born is my worrying. I worry about EVERYTHING. And I really do mean everything. Like I said the other day, right now... I'm worried. Worried about being knocked out for surgery, about the surgery itself...that AF (oh yes that came to visit today) will be GONE on Tuesday so that Dr S can check my tubes after the surgery. About the cost of it all, about insurance covering my visit with Dr S on Monday, and the following Monday. About the house...and it not getting sold. About money in general. About everything. I hate worrying, but sometimes...I just can't help it.