~ His Promises Remain ~

It's hard to untangle all the thoughts in my head. There are hundreds of them bouncing around in there.

I wanted to talk about my post that I made earlier, you can view it by clicking here.

I bought Tenth Avenue North's CD about a month ago. I have had it in the CD player a few times, but it wasn't until the last week or so that I really began listening to the CD. Really listening. These guys deliver so many great messages with their songs.

"Hold My Heart" has very special meaning to me.

I find myself asking, "how long, God"? I am human, and I am impatient.
I am trying to work on that. I have said a million times before, and I will say again...

God has plans for me and my family!!!

I believe that.

God does notice me, and He knows that I am hurting. His plans are to prosper me, and not to harm me.

The verse that really hits home with me is:

"...I've been so afraid, afraid to close my eyes

So much can slip away, before I say goodbye

But if there is no other way, I am done asking why"

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I am afraid, but I know that He holds my future. So much HAS slipped away, but I can honestly say that I have stopped asking WHY. This is God's will for my life, for mine and Clif's lives...and I accept it.

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"...One life is all I am, right now I can barely stand

If you're everything you say you are

Would you come close and hold my heart?"

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He is everything that he says He is. And He continues to hold my heart closely. :) I wouldn't be where I am in my grieving process without Him.

No, I'm not over it. I'm not over her. But I never will be. But I am learning to live with my pain. :)

God loves me, my husband, and my Lilly Bean. And He holds my heart...

~*~

"...So many questions without answers

Your promises remain

I can't see, but I'll take my chances

To hear You call my name"