praying...

Tomorrow is the big day. I'm terrified, to say the least. I am so nervous/anxious about tomorrows appointment, I can barely stand it.

My lower back is killing me today. Almost like labor/contraction pain. It's ridiculous - and man did the pain pick the wrong day to be here! It's been an absolutely crazy day all the way around. :( I have mild cramping in my abdomen as well. Could it be possible that my body is going to ovulate this month?? I just starting testing with the OPK yesterday, and nothing yet. I really just hate my body sometimes.

*sigh* I hate this waiting game. It sucks. Big time. I have been praying like crazy for weeks now. Ever since I found out that we'd be doing the IUI. I can't focus today...all I have been able to do is think about tomorrow's appointment.

I know that God will give us an answer. I don't know whether it will be no,yes, or wait. But I am confident that He will answer.