I feel very... proud? I don't really know how to explain it, other than I am proud of myself.
Today I overcame something HUGE. If you had asked me yesterday how I would have handled the situation, I would have told you that I had no clue. Heck, if you had asked me this morning how I'd react, I would have had NO clue. :) In fact, walking into the situation I didn't know how it would be.
But I am proud to say, I managed....actually I think it went really good. :) I saw the others watching how I'd react...wondering if I would be able hold it together. And I did.
What the heck am I talking about???
Today...for the first time since Lilly died (actually before that)... I held a newborn baby...and enjoyed it. :)
Thanks "A" for not being afraid to ask if I wanted to hold him. ;) I'm glad I did.
Ah, short and sweet but to the point. Just wanted to share that with you all. Thanks to everyone who has continued to email,facebook, blog comment...text for all our kind words and prayers.