Monday, November 29, 2010

...the cycle continues.

Well...tomorrow is the day. Cycle day #35 - and time to test. I keep praying that if I'm not pregnant (which I am fairly certain I am not) that my period will start today or tomorrow. Just having my body do what it's supposed to do for once would be a glimpse of hope for me.
If it doesn't start today or tomorrow, and my test comes back negative - I will start round #7 of Provera. That's a little depressing. Seven rounds of medication, and still no baby. I am trying to remain positive... it's just SO hard when things are constantly thrown at me.
So that's my prayer today...that if I am NOT pregnant, my period will start within the next few days. That's what happened when I got pregnant with Lilly. I took two rounds of Provera, and before I could take the third, everything started on it's own. That's when I got pregnant. I was really praying that's what would happen this time.
If thought of, please say a prayer for us as we prepare to face medications again. And potential heart break. It's a vicious cycle, and I can only pray that one day in the near future that the cycle will be broken and that our prayers will be answered.

Much Love!

7 comments:

JenJen said...

Prayers and ((hugs))!

Katie said...

Praying for you! *hugs* I know its tough. :(

Have you been to HannahsPrayer.org? I recently joined the forums there...its mostly for infertility but there's a forum for loss as well...so many loving christian women in one place.
If you want some company, it's a wonderful community.

Thinking of you.

croleyc69 said...

Praying always and {{BIG HUGS}}

Caroline

Trennia said...

praying with all my heart!

Allyson Shockley said...

Praying for some good news, one way or the other! :) Love you!

mrslinares said...

Prayers for you, i been on the road of infertility and i know how it feels.

elena said...

Keeping you all in my prayers always.

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