Update on test.

Well I talked with my nurse. She didn't really have much to say to me either, so she said that she'd talk to Dr G and give me a call back.

They want to draw blood again on Wednesday, do a sono, and have an office visit with Dr G. He suggested to my nurse ("J") that she go ahead and call the specialist and set up an appointment. He "has a few more tricks up his sleeve". I feel like crying, actually...currently, I'm trying not to.

It just seems that the odds are against me. I get my hopes up just to get them shattered again. I honestly don't know how much more of this I can handle.

So basically, Wednesday is going to be another $300.00. Which brings my total up to oh I don't know, $1,000.00? We are still trying to get them to recode the rest of them (Clif will be calling them on Monday).

I guess I'll have to call and see how the specialist works, and if my insurance doesn't work, how much is a consultation with him cost me. And I'll be trying to convince my husband to take a day off to go to the specialist with me.

Before she called I was actually kind of hopeful that I had ovulated, though I was pretty sure I hadn't. She did tell me that it's still possible that I did ovulate...just "not very well".

I read somewhere about ovulation induction. I wonder how much that would cost?? I'd like to give that a shot if it didn't cost me an arm and a leg.

Who knows, right now I'm just shattered. I don't want to have to go to a specialist. I want my body to be normal...I want it to do the things it's supposed to. But it doesn't matter what I want, this is the way it is and I am just going to have to deal with it. Whether I like it or not.