missing her.

I've been struggling lately - drowning in a sense.

Having another baby consumes my *almost* every thought.

It's something that I want desperately.

Whether it be biologically, or adopting... I just want a baby.

I constantly have to stop and remind myself that it will happen in God's perfect timing. I know it will. I just hurt... I ache...and I want.

Oh, and I miss her...more with each passing day.