April is here...am I a fool?

Ha! I don't think so. =) I have to share this with you guys, just because it was an awesome thing. So yesterday I was really beginning to get worried about my cycles. You see, the longer I go, the more cysts that form on my ovaries, which means more medication (and longer), and in the long run... it means longer until I can become pregnant again. So needless to say, I was really really worried.
I prayed all the way to work. No talking on the phone, no radio...no nothing. =) Just talked to God, out loud...driving down the road. I'm sure people that saw me thought I was off my rocker! But anyways...on the way to work, I decided that I was going to fast for 8 hours and just pray about my situation. I can't tell you how many prayers that were sent up yesterday. I begged and pleaded with God that if it was His will, that he might just make my body do what it needs to do.
I got depressed, and in a funk last night... I guess all the hormones and such. And I just wanted to go to sleep and not wake up. But I kept pressing on, and kept on praying...and trusting.
Clif worked late, and didn't get home until almost eleven o'clock...and when we finally got in bed, I asked him to pray with me about the situation some more. We praised God, and we asked of God.
I woke up this morning praying about it. I prayed while I got ready, and I prayed all the way to work. Not that I would get pregnant, but that my body would just do what it needs to do to get one step closer to having another baby.
I was still kinda in my funk...I didn't feel well, I just wanted to go home and go back to bed. =) And then...I STARTED! I know, I know...TMI...but I was just really amazed.
I had never fasted before...not like that anyways, and I just. I don't know. I am just overwhelmed by the love of my God.
So no, I am not a fool. =) Not in this aspect anyways.